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Thursday, 11 December 2008

Having my own place is important to me. Though i may be young and i'm just getting started with my life. All my life i have been having things given to me. Though you still want to help me. The way i beleive you can help me is to let me spread my wings and fly away. I know it's been a while since you let someone go on therre own. But you have help me all my life and you have prepared me for anything that has come my way. Now i just wnated to go on my own so i can be independent. I know you always be their for me and i know i'm going to always need you. But right now i know that i want to be on my own and not be spoiled anymore.Just let me go and be me and learn more to what is out there.
When first comong to this class i knew it was not going to be my favorite especaailly when i found out that we are going to be doing alot of writing. In my case i'm not a fan of writing. I will read books and talk about them but writing is really not my passion. Whne it comes to writing about my family is something new. not knowing what to write because my family is so crazy. Good came out of it i beleive it made me be a little more open and thankful for them even more. Then writing about my creativity reallly made me think. I rally had to think about that one to actually remember where it really did come from. Knowing that it just not from me that i look back and i had help with my creativity. Nexy was writing where i canbe creative. My surrounding has the part of my creativity and i know where i can go now when i'm stuck or confuse i know and realize where i can be sanity at. Just being able to be creative is who i am and knowing where i most creative at will be out the better me. Then going on to writing about my relationship with myself. Writing on the relationship was something was opening up to everyone else my relationship with all of you. But to also figure myself out in my self relationship which is going to help me out and know myself because in order for me to be cool with other people i most have a good relationship with myself. before having one with someone else. After that was my process of my life. Now at fisrt i didn't really have a plan but now i do. I mean i knew i wanted to go to college. After writing my process i have a full out plan now. Now after all this i figured out that writing my feelings out really help me and figure out who i really am and where i want to go in life . In that i'm bettering myself for the future and i lovw it.

Wednesday, 03 December 2008

Process:furture plans in life

         The process of my life starts here at Art Institute of Atlanta. I pplan to have a bachelor of fine arts in 3 to 4 years. ahile i'm here i will not jsut network with different people in firms but also my fellow classmate because you never know when you going to need one or of they may need you. While i'm here i will perticipate in differnt interships that i can get. So i can try out all types of interior design like commercail,corporate,hospatality, residential and speciality with differnt internships.
        When i graduate i will try and find a stable job for interior design a feild i like. I will work their for about 2 years and study my job carefully because aftr workiing their for them years. Then it will be time for me to take the NCIDQ exam wwhich stands ffor the National Council Interior design Organization. Which will take 2 days eight hours each day. Where if i pass i will officially be a liecensed Interior Desinger. After that i will either stay at the firm i was at or go out and choose another. What ever i choose i will be starting out with 42,00 a year and working my way uo earning intrest each year. After about 5 or & years i will go to annother firm so that i can gain knowlege i even might switch to another type of intreior design position. Also take a resk and goin back to school and get my masters.
       Thirdly after worknig for that new firm for about 5 or so. If i'm brave enough i will venture oout and come out with my own buiseness but not by myself i will have trustworthy partner. It will start out as a samall little buiness with just 2 of us as the designers though out every year we will higher a new designer so we can work way up. Incerase our profit with more people. But i would not want no moore than like maybe ten to thirteen designers. I don't like alot of people add it would be a small buisness for probably the first ten years then we will see from their.
      finally I will have in my career that i want and i will be successful and happy i will have and own.
Am I nagger? What Kind would I be?

I would not call myself a nagger. The reason is that i don't like people nagging on me about things so i try my best to do no nagging. If you were to put me in a category of naggers since everyone nags i would call me a friendly nagger. The person who will give you a reminder here there to keep you updated for thing but not bug you about so you would ignore me and not care. Also not to point where i'm getting on your nerves and you not listening. I just know that i havte being nag on so i try my best to not be a nagger but their is ni harm to nag evry now and then to get something accross but stay on your back every second to everyday.
The Relatioship with Myself

                My relationship with very simple. I try to stay true to myself and be who i am and no one esle. to try and stand out of the crowd annd think outside the box. I'm a very nice anf kind person until you get on my nerves or im in a bad mood.I try to be very truthful to others and i don't get stress easily so im pretty chill. It just try one day at a time and keep it real and just hanldes nay situation that comes at me with pateints even though imnot that pateint.So that i can be a better person then what i amnow. Just trying to be very stable to who i am. Showing that everything happens for a reason.
                 When it comes to my physical statement. I'm not that healthy or fit to what i can be. I just what i got. get the niutreints when i feel like. Never excercise even though i need to. My body needs improvement but who doesn't. I'm pleased with what i got but i know that there is room for improvement.
                 Sprirtually i belive in God or our Lord and savier Jesus christ. Thah gave his life for me and died on the christ from our sins. That is what i beleive.
                 Finacially i have no job but i am looking for one. When it comes to money i woul d say im pretty spoiled because my parents and closest friends help me out. When it comes to this school the government has become my freind.I'm not on my own yet but i'm making it threw one day at a time and soon i will spreed my own wings.